Then one Thursday night, I was sitting alone in my room watching TV (thanks mom and dad for spoiling me so much that I had my own phone line AND TV in my room) and Friends came on. I don't remember what episode it was exactly or whether I had watched it at all before but something they said or did made me laugh...out loud. I had been crying so hard that my eyes had nearly puffed shut (as they tend to do when I cry; I guess I figure, go hard or go home). Then suddenly, I was brought out of the depths of despair by a TV show and I was LAUGHING!*** It was at that moment that I realized that the boy that had broken my heart (and would do so several more times in the years that followed) wasn't the last boy I would love and that life would...somehow...go on. It's all very dramatic, isn't it? But that's what being a teenage girl is. Drama.
If I'm erring on the side of full disclosure here, I would say that I am still prone to fits of inexplicable tears. Well, they're explicable to me but that is beside the point. What I'm trying to say is that, from time to time, I give in to the blues. I wail and sigh and play sad songs and then something happens. Cassie does something so ridiculous I couldn't possibly keep crying. Z says "let's play tennis tomorrow" ... how can I stay mad at someone who wants to play tennis with me? I am HORRIBLE at tennis so he must be a saint. And then sometimes, my funk is broken by something on television. Friends has long since gone off air but I own the first season because I think I owe it to those five wacky kids. That, and it's still funny. I chuckle EVERY SINGLE TIME I think of the couch moving episode. "PIVOT! PIVOT!"
I don't really watch a lot of TV anymore. Weird time zones and a general lack of time to vegetate are at the root of that I suppose. But there are a lot of things on TV that instantly make me smile or in lieu of smiling, make me feel like my life ain't all that bad (ahem, can you say Intervention and Hoarders??). Same goes for movies - I have a RomCom, Audrey Hepburn, 80s movies, and horror movie collection that is unparalleled but in the interest of simplicity, let's just stick to TV.
What are your TV pick me ups??
***some may call this bipolar but I think that may be a bit presumptuous.